YEAH TUX
YEAH awesome mac
companion cube from Portal
Dungeons & Dragons
Samus
twitter failure whale XD
awesome wedding cake
Really cool wedding cake
Suddenly, Guitar Hero doesnt suck
Cool computer insides =]
best wedding cake award methinks
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Kamis, 02 Juni 2016
Sabtu, 14 Mei 2016
two months
...thats how long I have to find a job or move out. Why? Its either that or live with my mom in Oak Park, Sacramento, CA.
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There are some goods coming out of that. For number one, Id put up a huge fight if I couldnt bring my dogs (what do you mean were moving to a neighborhood where its best part is a s bad as my current neighborhoods worse part and I cant bring my dogs???!?!?!)
Well I will be closer to CRC when I transfer...I guess.
Personally Id rather live in a trailer. They arent as bad as people say.
Its getting pretty lame...trying so hard only to be constantly put down by family and a dying economy. Im tired of trying so hard but ending up only in failure, coming home and crying every night cause things get worse, and everything is out of my control. Shit better be worth it in the future.
Its times like this that Im glad I have the friends and wonderful boyfriend that I do. I couldnt do it without you guys...you know who you are
=]
Kamis, 28 April 2016
Aquaponics New system at two months
In a couple of days my new system will be two months old.
I wasnt sure how it would go being on the wrong side of the house and in shade for all but a couple of hours a day, but it looks like it might be ok.
This is the original empty growbed two months ago.
And now it looks like this.
The lettuce in the foreground went in as store bought seedlings, and the rest was from seed, but I wasted a lot of time before I actually sowed them.
We have started harvesting leaves from the lettuce and within a week or two we should be picking rocket as well.
The growbed is around two metres long and a little over a metre wide, so it should keep us in salad greens with ease.
Ive also planted a few sugar snap peas at the back because I like to eat them when Im doing anything with the garden. Theres not enough to harvest but I enjoy picking something and eating it at the growbed.
Also at the back Ive planted quite a bit of basil, some coriander (cilantro), and a few other herbs.
Thats all. Just a quick update.
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I wasnt sure how it would go being on the wrong side of the house and in shade for all but a couple of hours a day, but it looks like it might be ok.
The lettuce in the foreground went in as store bought seedlings, and the rest was from seed, but I wasted a lot of time before I actually sowed them.
We have started harvesting leaves from the lettuce and within a week or two we should be picking rocket as well.
The growbed is around two metres long and a little over a metre wide, so it should keep us in salad greens with ease.
Ive also planted a few sugar snap peas at the back because I like to eat them when Im doing anything with the garden. Theres not enough to harvest but I enjoy picking something and eating it at the growbed.
Also at the back Ive planted quite a bit of basil, some coriander (cilantro), and a few other herbs.
Thats all. Just a quick update.
Senin, 28 Maret 2016
Circles
Im not going to lie...I dropped out of art class because I cannot freehand anything close to a circle. In fact, I cant even freehand an oval or egg. I know Im not alone in this and I know a lot of people cant steady their hands to draw circles, but I really wish that sometimes I could draw something beautiful.
But I seem to do life in circles too...well not really. I have reached a dead end right now and I seem to be spinning in a massive emotional circle and churning up a ton of hate, jealousy, anger, and all of that cool jazz.
When I look sad, Im usually beyond depressed. I absolutely hate it when people ask me whats wrong. I dont like to tell people because it stews up some very painful memories and thoughts that I suppress on the daily basis. Often times, these stew up with whatever is bothering me at the time. Stew is delicious but this stuff will explode in your face. Let me "talk" to you about some stuff and you might end up with a black eye...not intentionally...of course.
In short, I just want to advance somewhere in life. I get to watch all of my friends do exactly what I want to do, and Im supposed to be all jolly about it. Great! Im happy for them but it just reminds me of the fact that Im doing NOTHING.
It only pisses me off more that Im supposed to be all OK with this.
Everyone says that theyre all rushing and its not a big deal. Yes it is a big deal. Some have kids, some married, and just about everyone else is graduating college soon. Sweet. My boyfriend doesnt want kids, Im only getting married to go back to school, and...when that happens I get to go back to a campus where I know nobody. Sweet...its like freshman year all over again.
Everyone keeps saying "be patient." Thanks guys but waiting is why I dont have a place to live and have been bouncing from home to home for about 3 years now. Its the same reason why I cant finish school right now (in fact...they raised prices. If only they would have signed for me to go during high school...but noooo I should have focused on high school where I hardly learned anything.) I dont want to wait, I want to do. Lets get this show on the road.
Besides, most people telling me this are either still waiting for life to fall in place (and are 50+ years old) or get what they want. Maybe running through the hills singing "Sound of Music" isnt such a great idea for me...but at least Id have something I want in life.
Some people see only price tags
The rest of us see dreams and goals we reach for
...Im not one to only see a price tag
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But I seem to do life in circles too...well not really. I have reached a dead end right now and I seem to be spinning in a massive emotional circle and churning up a ton of hate, jealousy, anger, and all of that cool jazz.
When I look sad, Im usually beyond depressed. I absolutely hate it when people ask me whats wrong. I dont like to tell people because it stews up some very painful memories and thoughts that I suppress on the daily basis. Often times, these stew up with whatever is bothering me at the time. Stew is delicious but this stuff will explode in your face. Let me "talk" to you about some stuff and you might end up with a black eye...not intentionally...of course.
In short, I just want to advance somewhere in life. I get to watch all of my friends do exactly what I want to do, and Im supposed to be all jolly about it. Great! Im happy for them but it just reminds me of the fact that Im doing NOTHING.
It only pisses me off more that Im supposed to be all OK with this.
Everyone says that theyre all rushing and its not a big deal. Yes it is a big deal. Some have kids, some married, and just about everyone else is graduating college soon. Sweet. My boyfriend doesnt want kids, Im only getting married to go back to school, and...when that happens I get to go back to a campus where I know nobody. Sweet...its like freshman year all over again.
Everyone keeps saying "be patient." Thanks guys but waiting is why I dont have a place to live and have been bouncing from home to home for about 3 years now. Its the same reason why I cant finish school right now (in fact...they raised prices. If only they would have signed for me to go during high school...but noooo I should have focused on high school where I hardly learned anything.) I dont want to wait, I want to do. Lets get this show on the road.
Besides, most people telling me this are either still waiting for life to fall in place (and are 50+ years old) or get what they want. Maybe running through the hills singing "Sound of Music" isnt such a great idea for me...but at least Id have something I want in life.
The rest of us see dreams and goals we reach for
...Im not one to only see a price tag
